You Just Gotta Ignite The Light And Let It Shine

I forgot to mention I had a great night too the previous night. Before I had my daughter, I had a niece. Her little butt was like having a mini best friend. Plus she's excellent for me. I never ever ever have to speak to that child, so I get happy any time I get to spend time with her. My niece, daughter, boyfriend and myself all went to the museum, which I love, what's better than being in a place you love with your favourite faces in the world? My diabetes was acting up at some point though, my sugar dropped and got me feeling weak and like I was going to pass out. However I didn't have any bad issues with my depression until I got home. Not bad like most days, just a bummed out hopeless sad feeling.

So Today We're Gonna Take A Time To Show Ya The Br- Br- Bright Side Of The Dark Side

Today wasn't really bad. I mean the weather at first was kind of horrible but then the sun decided to show up. My tyep 1 diabetes wasn't making me feel bloody awful AND my depression seemed to stay at bay. So today was a day where not much has happened, but I am extremely thankful for it. For no bad/sad thoughts,for getting up and facing the world and it not be an issue. For the sun shining and for me not feeling like at some point in the day, my broken pancreas was gonna be the cause of my demise LOL. Today was good. Then I made these geeks poutine

Some Nights I Stay Up Cashing In My Bad Luck

Last night was ridiculous trying to get some sleep. I suppose that's what happens when you and your BF nap at 7pm LOL. However I think it was more of a I don't want tomorrow to come restless sleep over anything. I had an appointment with the diabetic clinic today and I haven't seen them in over a decade. So I was in a rush to make sure I had everything I needed. Blood work went surprisingly well though. The nurse was really good at her job and I didn't feel like a pin cushion afterwards. So I guess I was worried for no reason